Relationships

Hi guys..im new to this whole blog thing but here goes nothing. I've been having a bit of a problem lately. I was with this guy from new york (i'm from Texas) for almost 2 yrs. In the beginning things were really good, we we're in love and had made plans for the future. Last year he came to see me for my birthday and things were good aside from the fights/arguments we had because he always wanted to "smoke". Anyway he went home after about a week and things started feeling different to me, he had also told my sisters bf that I told him I wanted to get pregnant, I was like omg are you kidding me I never said that, so that right there changed everything. Before xmas I was going to break up with him but he got really sad being alone and not having anyone there for me and he told me he loved me and that things would get better. Well about 2 weeks after that he sends me a long TEXT message breaking up with me. He basically said he couldn't be the guy I wanted him to be because I was doing something with my life and he wasn't. ( I think this came from the fact that my dad said if we were serious maybe he could move to Texas and he could get him a job and he could stay with us). He said that he didn't care about what he was doing or what he was gonna do but he always cared about us and that I was beautiful and what not and he'd never forget me. That was on January 9th..I think...I haven't spoken to him since that day. I cried only when he told me cuz I was in shock, like wtf I wanted to leave you and you ended up leaving me...anyways...I didn't let myself cry about it after the 3 minutes I cried when he told me...But a couple of months after that I started having dreams about him out of nowhere. It's really been bothering me because we haven't talked in 4 months. It's like he never existed. I met this other guy who's in the army in march and we hit it off pretty good. He told me he loved me really fast though and got really attached. I know I don't want my ex back because I'm happy. I just wanna know why I keep having these dreams. Ugh boys suck!!